Hey i was just on your profile and i just so happened to notice that you love the same music as me... have you got an msn so that i can get to know you better?

XxXStephXxX

Mine is steph_the_weirdo@hotmail.co.uk

well my personal favorite hairstyle is a mowhawk. i do not suggest that. hehe

well one i think is very pretty is actually kinda simple. you could pull half of ur hair up, then everything else that is down, curl it.

400 point essay?
point like question....?

sorry if i sound dumb.

honors, on what grade level?
I had honors one last semester, but it was a crappy teacher.
we had a test, then she gave us the answers to it.
then we took it again.
then our 100 question exam consisted mostly of questions from that test.
and she told us not to cheat but everyone did and she never stopped us.
she=worst teacher ever, fo sho.

loves.amy.

awwww<3

lucky girll and lucky guyy :]

ahah you sound really friendly,
i just read your comment on an another diarist :P

i love your dress, it's so formal, very pretty..
oh btw i mean your pic on the previous entry lol

Love,
*Dee.*

Your dress is very pretty.

Some of the icons are funny....the one about the music being too loud.....Red plays in a loud band....and he's pretty old....but he's a rocker from way back! Some things you don't give up. My dad, may he RIP, loved his music really loud.

My faves

Nothing you can say will shock me.

F u very much.

The problem with life, is there isn't any background music.

Take care, love, alice

[RedsQueen]

Hahah illustrating is so boring.

You have to gather all these sources to make sure everything is anatomically correct.

I printed up like 6 pages of stock photos, and noticed one was actually two dinosaurs humping upon closer examination.  Leave it up to the internet to create stuff like that.

And I'm not a big fan of drawing dinosaurs so I picked three of the most boring/normal parts of the book to be the cover.

They're rough and crumby but my prof was pleased with them. I'll prob post the final graded version later onnnn.

Hope Ryan gets better. D:

If it makes you feel better, my like one and only friend didn't show up to class today so I was very bored also. :/

Cool graphics and poetry.......sweet dreams!

hahah yeah that prof calls me sweetheart too because hes always like GOOD MORNING SWEETHEART to all the girls and im like, i want to be sweetheart too D:

that's crap how jealous people can get of perfect relationships

hahah i really wish people would mind their own business half the time its totally unneccesary

pitty he's enlisting. i would like die. seriously that is so dangerous. uhhh and aldkjathoweiuadhsjk

D:

[TheEmoUnicorn]

I am looking back on my comment, and I want to delete it.

It's really great that you are being so positive with this whole situation. That's what you will both need to get through this, because it's definitely a journey, and a very hard one. Keep your head up.

I think that you're the girl that I left a comment to the other day, but am not sure...

It's nice that he did that for you, but it's an impossible promise. Don't hate him for "breaking his promise" if something happens to him. Hopefully nothing will. Is he going to war??

HEY some of the icons where great but haha i don't know where ya'll are from but a lot of the girl ones for most girls that live were i live within about  500 miles they don't apply for haha which make them even better!!

BTW LUV THE SONG!!

well im luvin tha icons, i was reading some of them and i was just laughing. their great...r there 2 ppl writing this entry? haha. i like that song. The killers r awesome.

i loooove it

its mega supa ultra coooooool

WAIT WAIT WAIT!!! HOLD IT!! You can't get married to him without my permission first!! I have to at least meet him twice, okay??? We'll figure something out, but that's the deal!!!!

I'm sorry that I haven't talked to you as much as I wanted to, I'm going to try my best to keep in touch with you more this coming year. I miss you lots and I love you, okay? *hugs and kiss*

Your big sister!

hahaha lucky lucky girly in lubbles wiff her boyfrandddd<3

those icons remind me of this girl in my classes in college named april shesl ike,
"i dont want it to be like romeo and juliet, who wants to die?  i want my love to be like wesley and buttercup." from the princess bride because shes OBSESSED with that movie. if you have never seen it, its at walmart and it comes with the book :D

alright, dont judge this BUT
i also hallucinate a lot
especially from drawng too much. I'm not sure why but going from the black and whites of that paper back to reality doesnt work half the time. this one time i was daring all day, looked outside my door and i swear SWARE [spelling skillszzzzlulz] that the banister on the stairs was melting :o

this other time, when i was high
i was sitting with my frandsss at the golden coral this nasty buffet
and i was facing the window and i like fro some reason
saw this huge yellow truck that no one else saw :/

hahah and thanks for not deleting me
unlike SOME people on here
*cough cough*

thats exactly it.. I trust him to not hurt me again... that boy means the world to me.. I love him with all my heart and more.... My friends are going through tought times too, and I dont have the courage to say "why can't you just be happy that I'm finnaly happy after 4 years of trying to kill myself.. why cant you see what he means to me....?"

but, noooooo, miss sarah-ann over here just takes everyones sh*t and then goes home and cries about it :'(

Haha I think it's pretty obvious. . .
"Ryan"s make the best boyfrands.

Dearone, Thank YOU for the note and for being glad that I am feeling better! Your poem is truly beautiful...One of the best I've ever seen.  You have a huge gift! Keep writing..Keep sharing!

    Have a blessed week!,

          Jewel

I luv your poem it was beautiful, detailed, and mysterious.

Good Job!!!!!!

I love your peom.

It's beautiful!

XO L.D.

when i get a vampire boyfriend...i'll let you in on where to fine one promise. and its better to have a vamp then a human b/f cus thier sexier lol...and they *sparkle* teehee. it'll get better in end.

ha. i kno wat ya mean about the hw. i hate it too. & i try to avoid it as much as possible too! [= just got done [sorta] recently on a us gov. project, discussing politics. so ya can imagine how fun and exciting that is...ha. anyway, good luck w/ finding more time. i try to get more of that myself but theres just nvr anytime time! haha. it seems w/ school and work, its constant double shifting...grrrs.

take care

luv the pic by the way....is there music on ur page? lol i all heard it randomally. sry. haha.

 oh blah don't be so hard on yourself. to me, it seems, since i first "met" you, you've grown a lotttt.

and congratulationssss on jon. sorry im slow and like read the past several entries in one shottt. school and work and blah and blah just dont have time. but like it makessss me happeh that you still comment even though i dont. .  . comment. . . you as often :/ which i feel kinda bad about. MAKES ME FEEL LIKE AN ATTENTION WHORE. or something.

i'm watching star wars right now. luke skywalker is getting shocked but darth vader being a good father just killed the pasty guy that was shocking him. now there is blue smoke coming out of nowhere. i think vader is dying.  boohoo.

across the universe is something i wouldn't see. i don't know. don't like the 60s. probably could not tolerate sitting there; ANYWAY.

mad ily<3negroooo.

cute

i love you hair!

Heart Hugs! I'm sorry that you have to suffer with the illness of depression.    I'm sorry that there's such a distance between you and your mom.  You will be in my thoughts and prayers..Please update again soon and let us know how you are doing.

   Love,

     Jewel

well, then. It's simple, really. Don't smile because we tell you to, but smile for those people you meet whose day is that much better....just because YOU smiled. Talk to people because they are understood just a little bit more......by YOU. Feel things, not because you don't want to, but that those people's hearts who are touched by YOUR FEELINGS can change and become wonderful butterflys and touch the sky with their wings. Don't give up yet, my little butterfly! I'll take care of you until you can stretch your wings and fly on your own. I LOVE YOU, LITTLE SISTER!!!

<3 Panda Bear

chomigod.

i &hearts; those pics.

especially this one..

~tootles~

I hope the punishment won't be that harsh!

Nice song selection ;]

I love breaking benjamin! <3

And, I also love to draw also. =)

The night is may day time. XD It's that bad. Haha. I know what you mean by that though. You should put some of your artwork up sometime, that would be really awesome. ^^

Heart Hugs!  Through your writing, you have so much talent.

  Sorry that you've been experiencing depression and numbness.

   I've got the diagnosis of PTSD as well.

   Are you taking medication?

    I pray with all my heart that you NEVER commit suicide..I'm always here for you if you need to talk!  You have so much to add to this world. We need you!

   Much Love,

      Jewel

Heart Hugs my friend...So sorry to read that you had such a bad day and were feeling depressed...You know that I know how that can be..I'm praying that the depression has lifted and that today is a better day for you.  Update soon and let us know how you are doing!

   Love,

    Jewel

so you've been in treatment for 2.5 years? is there any difference?

Who's Jon?

_{"I can not suffer in more ways than nessicary."} you houldn't suffer period! no one deserves to! why aren't you at your sisters choir thing?

I wish you all the lord's blessings

 It's sooooooo very beautiful!!! You have soooo much talent!

  I'm so sorry about the knee...Hugs of healing!!!!

Trying to be more grateful is a wonerful pursuit that will forever change your life for the better...Remember that real and lasting change takes time!  You WILL get there...Baby steps!

    You are an ASSET to my life and to this world!

    Hope that you feel better soon!

 thank YOU for being happy that I am happy!

   Have a blessed weekend..Have fun at homecoming..let us know how that goes.

  Much Love,

    Jewel

Heart Hugs...I'm sorry the dark and blah feelings have come over you! Remember 'This too shall pass"...

 I'm glad that you are able to write through your feelings! Keep writing Dearone!

   My prayers and thoughts are with you!

   You're NOT alone..I am here!

    Heart Hugs and Blessings!,

          Jewel

sometimes i feel exactly like this...and this song rely helps me out...  

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

and yea...smile...even if you walk alone...smile fer urself :}

  Heart Hugs! Glad that you are keeping your sense of humor...We really need more of that in this world.

   Have a blessed day!

 Love,

   Jewel

by the way, I cannot see any of the pics in your diary, don't ask me why?

Do you ever post the stuff your draw.

I have noticed that people with creative minds are usually the deppressed ones, is it the depression that causes it or does creativity cause depression?  I have no idea

So were you diagnosed or are you working on an assumption?

Do you then feel better after writing about stuff (i find it helps as well)

yay that you are having a good day!

I think that part about you EATING gum is very funny lol. People with bad breath should try it

I'm also bipolar, are you on meds?

thanx for your comment. and music saved me life too. friends thats what keeps me goin. family lets just say...well i love them,but...

vampires...i want to have my own family of vampires dont you? lol

love you pics on here. they always match you entry

Thank you for the comment

And, as far as family goes, mine aren't really there for me either. My boyfriend is the only one in my life that I can trust and depend on. It's funny how someone not blood related to you can be closer to you than any actual relatives. Good luck with everything especially the 23 yr old

Thank you for the comment

And, as far as family goes, mine aren't really there for me either. My boyfriend is the only one in my life that I can trust and depend on. It's funny how someone not blood related to you can be closer to you than any actual relatives. Good luck with everything especially the 23 yr old

Dearone,

  Thank YOU so much for the note..Hearing from you always makes me smile!

 You are right! WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS..and come out the better!

  I'm glad to read that things have been going so well for you! That blesses my heart!

   Update again soon and let us know how you are and what you are up to.

   Much Love,

      Jewel

HAVE A BLESSED DAY!

I love your entries. The pictures are amazing ^^
{Hope you get a good sleep}

aww...how i wish i had my Edward. (sighs) anyways...not every guy is our Edward. so we have to make the best of it. and i think you should give this guy a chance. who know what might happen. and the more you act comfy, the more he will too. just break the ice by saying...im kinda nervise too. he should be able to comdown by then. good luck with it. all my love Gracie

omg! i loved edward too! i love you now. lol heres some pics of (what our perfect...sexy..."dazzling"...omGosh i want you now...) edward looks like.

 and bella . amf this pic you'll love!hurry and get book 3 you'll love it!

the next two books are: breaking dawn and midnight sun. have you gone on www.stepheniemeyer.com?

love always

me